The value of MY kiss.

I’m not the type of person who just hands out kisses like they’re nothing, worth nothing. To me, kisses that I share does mean something. When I kiss someone I do expect to have some feelings there. I don’t hop party to party hooking up with every pair of lips there. I’m not like that. I know it’s “just a kiss” to some people. But to me, I want something special to be there for me to lean in and kiss someone.

Maybe it’s because I like that feeling inside when I kiss someone who means something to me. Sometimes they mean a lot or maybe sometimes, it could be the case where I want them to end up meaning a lot to me. & maybe I’m just worried that if I get into the habit of kissing random people, not literally, but having those random kisses, per say, I’ll lose the knowledge of knowing what it’s like to have a passionate meaningful kiss. Well, it could just be me…

LOVE

I can’t stop thinking about everything you do, everything you say, everything you laugh about. Because you’re constantly in my mind even I had stop feeling in love with you, I need you so much.

hmmn, so depressed.. i feel like a mess! college is rough:I

Well, let's put it this way: it's not easy.

In my own experience, I was able to coast through high school. I'm not saying that I wasn't challenged at all, but by and large I could get by with doing a minimum amount of work and still walk away with a decent grade. I learned things, but the standards weren't all that high.

I was hesitant about answering in the first place, because I get the impression that you're unsure of your capabilities, and I really don't want to scare you away from going. If you don't go to college, at some point you will regret it;

I'm not going to lie and say that college is easy, because it isn't. But it's not impossible, either. Your professors - and probably your classmates - will all be very willing to help you as long as you're really giving it your best, and you'll have such a sense of accomplishment knowing that you really earned every A.

So, yes. College is pretty hard. But as long as you give it your all, it won't be too hard. I hope you take the challenge. Good luck!

Ask me anything

TOO MANY GIRLS SET THEMSELVES UP TO GET THEIR HEART BROKEN THESE DAYS.

TOO MANY GIRLS SET THEMSELVES UP TO GET THEIR HEART BROKEN THESE DAYS.

They start talking to the guy then not too long after they get into the “talking” stage. Then not too long after that, they start building a relationship with the guy. I think that the right thing to do, would be to take it slow and to get to know the guy. Become a better friend before you become his girlfriend. You just have to go with the flow. Don’t force a connection. If it’s meant to happen, it’ll happen.

You have to always have your guard up and not get attached too quickly. Don’t easily fall for his words. You gotta make sure there’s meaning behind them. Sure he’s being sweet, but does he actually mean what he says or they just meaningless words? That’s why I said you have to take it slow. Never rush things. And if he wants what you want, he’d wouldn’t mind going at a slow pace.

MOVE ON

We often find ourselves moving on but wanting to go back in time.

Reminiscing about the past is okay, but we should never live in the past. We should make the best of the today, the now, because eventually, today will be part of your past too.

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Pictures by Frederic Auerbach

LOVE. Pure inspiration! want/love/need that leo dress!

Stylestalker

LOVE. Love, love, love Stylestalkers new collection!

I need to make some space in my closet for some of these amazing dresses…

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runaway thoughts.....

"PRODUCT OF MY OWN DESIGN"

complete lost. runaway thoughts......

the dress i was wearing in the pic is from my own art and i looooovvveee it pretty hard!!

like my shoes?? course you do!!!

UNCERTAIN

On the real, I really do need to learn how to love myself before I can love anyone else. My past has a lot to do with who I am today. I’m this insecure girl who doesn’t feel good about herself, because of the shit that has happened before. It shouldn’t be this way. I need to work on myself before getting involved with anybody else. So until then, I don’t want a boyfriend.

But then again, shit happens unexpectedly all the time. So if I can find a guy who has patience with me and would like to accompany me on this journey, that would be even better.

I don’t understand why girls that don’t know how to apply on makeup the correct way, do makeup tutorials on youtube. If you don’t even know how to apply it onto your OWN face, why are you telling other people how it should be done? Smh…. Practice makes perfect. So go practice some more!