Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I miss you that's all I know

I love that you know me. I love your facial expressions.
I love the way you say baby. I love the way you want to tell me things.
I love your smile. I love your laugh. I love that we have the same
sense of humour. I love that we're on the same wavelength. I love the
friendly flirting. I love our conversations. I love that you care, even if it's not
the kind of care that I want. I love that you are never feel awkward around me.
I love how you smell and how it lingers on my clothes. I love your hugs and how they're
warm and safe. I love how you sniff my armpit. I love the way your eyes light up
when you laugh. I love how you're such a geek sometimes. I love that I'm your favourite.
I love that our hands fit together perfectly. I love that you're concerned about me.
I love that you make me do that Eskimo husky sniff. I love how you make me burst into fits
of laughter after everything you say, because you really are that funny to me.
I love how you trust me. I love how we're best friends. I love that i can trust you.
I love that you're close by. I love that I was able to know you.



I know that being single is FUN
But can't resist the fact
that we do NEED someone to
CHERISH and LOVE

4 words I never want to hear,

I don’t love you
You’re diagnosed with cancer
I found someone else
It was never real
We need to talk
Your going to die
Your ____ is dead
You cant have kids
I don’t remember you
Let’s just be friends
We can’t be together
When a girl talks too much about that certain boy
it's either she likes him or she really likes him!

Monday, November 29, 2010

Maybe this generation wouldn’t suck as much if we had better influences.

Maybe this generation wouldn’t suck as much if we had better influences.

It’s not really our fault this generation sucks. I mean they’ll look at other people doing it and they’ll get curious and try it. Then they’ll like it and tell other people to try it. Then it goes on. Yeah it sucks looking at kids this young doing all of these things nowadays. But it’s not really their fault. It’s just probably the people around them influencing them doing the bad things or they have problems at home & don’t know how to handle it or get away from it so they do these things. Don’t go judging them saying they’re bad just because they’re doing these things. Try looking it at their point of view first. But then, they’re some kids that’s just damn-right retarded and try it for the hell of it.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

can't you believe it?

i’m actuallly starting to move on , you’re not on my mind anymore , i’m not worrying about when’s the next time you’re gonna text or call me . i haven’t talked to you in days , and i’m not worried about it. funny to say , for a while , i thought i was gonna be ‘forever alone’ , but people told me to be patient , and wait for my prince charming . & i waited , and waited , and i almost gave up . but someone else came around , he makes me smile , he doesn’t make me cry , he leaves me long cute text messages i can wake up to , & he tells me on how much he cares about me . yeah , i’l still have that little little thing for you , but hey , everything happens for a reason right ? i hope you get to meet your cinderella one day , good luck <3

Monday, November 22, 2010

for my friend



JP LEE

Fuck the world.

Fuck the world.

I have those moments where I just want to scream “Fuck you” out loud. Those times when I’m completely stressed out, those times where I feel so God damn hopeless, and those times where nothing seems to go right, and could only get worse and more worse. Where I just want to give up and say “Fuck it. Fuck you, and you, and you too.” Where I’m at my lowest and in the most worst mood I could be in. When I have those moments, don’t speak to me. Don’t ask me what’s wrong unless you know I’d tell you.

the girl is waiting for that one guy to actually speak out and put in effort to DESERVE their love.. am i right ladies? and oh man, for all those who play hard to get.. thanks ! you girls actually make us guys DESERVE your love. So, by risking it, i swear that if you put the time and effort into someone that you really think is worth it.. i swear on mommas that you will fuckin be happy that you did risk it. anyone out there FEE ME?

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I LOVE YOU TOO by USHER

my first time i cried
you were incredible, took my breath away
i remember first time your eyes met mine
i saw a lot of me in you
that day i vowed to do my best
to try and teach you right when you're wrong
but you gotta live out your lessons
time makes it all right
watch you grow, you think you know
but i know better cos i been there, seen that, did it
how you think you got it

my gift for life is seeing the smile on your face
that's when all of my troubles melt away
holding you in my arms makes the world feel like a better place
you say i Love you, well i say that i love you too
i love you, i love you, you too i do

my second time around
man this is crazy incredible
to feel something like this again is so remarkable
big bright eyes, little lips, with daddy's attitude
so i know the biggest job ahead of me
is doing my best
to try and teach you right when you're wrong
but you gotta live out your lessons
time makes it all right
[ I Love You 2 lyrics from
http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/u/usher/i_love_you_2/ ]
watch you grow, you think you know
i know better cos i been there, seen that, did it
how you think you got it

my gift for life is seeing the smile on your face
that's when all of my troubles melt away
holding you in my arms makes the world feel like a better place
you say i love you, well i say that i love you too

life ain't a perfect story write it while you live it
(') know that joy's gonna kill it
and no matter what you're still together
ha listen you're gonna fight but work it out
(')

my gift for life is seeing the smile on your face
that's when all of my troubles melt away
holding you in my arms makes the world feel like a better place
you know i love you
my gift for life is seeing the smile on your face
that's when all of my troubles melt away
holding you in my arms makes the world feel like a better place
you say i love you, and i say that i love you too
i love you, i love you, love you too
love you more, love you too

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

When you've been let down numerous times by people you once loved and were so close to, you start to find it difficult trusting people. You build up a wall and make it extremely difficult for people to knock down. Many acquaintances, but only a few friends. The past has turned you into a bitter person and therefore you feel like every guy/girl that you meet is going to hurt you. So when you finally meet someone who’s nothing like anyone you have ever met before, you start to look at things in a different point of view. Just when you thought you wouldn’t be able to trust another person, someone comes along and changes things. Just when you were feeling hopeless, someone comes around and knocks down the wall you have build up. It’s a good feeling you have going on there, huh? Knowing that you have someone you can turn to, someone you can open up to, someone you can actually trust. But once that person lets you down, what happens? That’s when you ask yourself why you had put that trust in the person in the first place. That’s when you ask yourself why things are the way they are? Why is that whenever you try to take one step forward, you end up taking two steps back instead.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010





this November when school has started again. Me and my best friend
used to go to the mall every Monday.
aww

Monday, November 15, 2010

Sunday, November 14, 2010

OHN

Another surgery done by Manny Pacquiao. He turned him into a Filipino! xD

Sunday thought

The problem is we all have unrealistic expectations about everything;

I don’t know a single individual that doesn’t. Maybe that’s why we’re

broken most of the time because we like to make up a magical world

isolated from the real. And, that’s why your heart is breaking right now.

We’re always caught up in the idea of the future, a future full of unrealistic

expectations that we forget the moment we’re living in,

the moment that defines the future.


love
ANJ
Why are people such haters, seriously how about everyone just chills?
There really is no reason to go around and cause drama and just be a douche.
There’s just way too much of this going around, even on social sites like facebook,
where you’ve probably never even met the person you’re trashing. It’s just not nice,
forget it being not a nice act, it’s just so damn childish and low.
It makes the individual look like a total arrogant, attention seeking whore.
There’s no need to personally attack people just because you don’t get along with them;
just deal with it in a more friendly way. But then again, who I am kidding?
Like that’ll ever happen in a World where all people want is attention and more attention.
Or maybe I’m just surrounded by way too many of these attention seeking and arrogant individuals?
I don’t even know; but i’ts absolutely disgusting to make a scene out of nothing.
You can say you want change a billion times

but unless you work to change nothing will happen;

you’ll end up in some dark dead end road.


love
ANJ

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

obsession

Monday, November 8, 2010


This movie used to make me happy when I was miserable

Sunday, November 7, 2010

PARTY POST! LETS GO NUTS



If you realized how powerful your thoughts are,
you would never think a negative thought.

I'm out in the club and it's so packed that you can barely move. I see almost everyone sweating trying to make their way and grab a drink
how's your weekend?

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

If I could escape and recreate a place that’s my

WHO ARE YOU?? Reblog & bold what applies to you

stolen from dickfacedamour Reblog & bold what applies to you

My personality:
* i’m loud.
* i’m obnoxious.
* i’m sarcastic.
* i’m cocky.
* i cry easily.
* i have a bad temper.
* for the most part i don’t like people.
* i’m easy to get along with.
* i have more enemies than friends.
* i’ve smoked.
* i’ve smoked weed.
* i drink coffee.
* i clean my room daily. or almost everyday… I’m obsessed with keeping my things organized.

My appearance:
* i wear make up.
* i wear a piece of jewelry everyday.
* i wear contacts.
* i wear glasses.

* i have braces.
* i change my hair color often
* i straighten my hair everyday.
* i have an earring pierced

Relationships:
* i’m in a relationship right now.
* i’m single.
* i’m crushin’.
* i’m in strong like.
* i’m always scared of being hurt.
* an ex has physically abused me at least once.
* i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
* i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
* i’ve been in love with someone more then two times.
* i believe in love at first sight.
* i believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:
* i have a bestfriend.
* i have at least ten friends.
* i’ve beaten up a friend Play fight
* i’ve been in a serious fight with my friend.
* i can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:
* i’ve been on a plane
* i’ve been on a train
.
* someone close to me has died.
* i’ve taken a taxi.
* i’ve taken a city bus.
* i’ve taken a bus to school
* i’ve gone bungee jumping.
* i’ve made a speech.
* i’ve been in some sort of club.
* i’ve won an award.
* i’ve been on a computer 24/7 straight.
* i’ve been in a physical fight

Music:
* i listen to r&b.
* i listen to country music.
* i listen to pop.
* i listen to techno.
* i listen to rock.
* i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
* i hate the radio.
* i download music.
* i buy cd’s.

Television:
* i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
* i watch soap operas daily.
* i’m in love with days of our lives.
* i’ve seen and liked the o.c. I still love it and miss it like hell!
* i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.
* i’ve see and liked Americas next top model.
* i’ve seen and like popular.
* i’ve seen and like 24.
* i’ve seen and liked csi.
* i’ve seen and like everwood.

Family life:
* i get along with both of my parents.
* my biological parents are still together.
* i have at least one brother.
* i have at least one sister.

* i have at least one step brother/sister.
* i’ve ran away from my home.
* i’ve sworn at my parents.
* i’ve made my parents cry.
* i’ve lied to my parents.
* i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
* i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
* i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
* i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.


Hair:
* i’ve been brown.
* i’ve had streaks.
* i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
* i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
* i’ve been blonde.
* i’ve been red.
* i’ve been light brown.
* i’ve been medium brown.

* i’ve been blue/green.
* i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
* i use conditioner.
* i’ve used silk therapy.
* i’ve used hot oil treatments.
* i’ve curled my hair.
* i’ve straightened my hair.
* i’ve ironed my hair.
* i’ve braided my hair.


School:
* i’ve yelled at a teacher.
* i’ve been suspended.
* i’ve had an in-school suspension.
* i’ve been sent to the principals office.
* i’ve walked out of class.
* i’ve skipped a whole entire day of school.
* i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
* i’ve failed a test.
* i’ve cheated on a test.

* i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
* a teacher has called my parents

I don’t need love, for what good will love do me?

Saturday, October 30, 2010

BASICS: Making your Makeup Starter Kit

So this is going to be my first post of this series of beauty articles and before I get started I would like to make a couple of things clear: I’m going to talk about certain products but please, don’t bother getting the exact same ones! I’ll explain what every single thing does, what you should look for and I’ll name a couple of products I know so you can have a better idea of what I’m talking about. Also, I’m not the owner of the truth, some things might work for me and might not make a huge difference for you and some things might be amazing for you while they don’t do much for me. So keep in mind that every single time I talk about beauty, I talk about makeup, you should ask yourself if it works for you! All of us have got different skin type, differente skin stone, hair colour, eye colour, so you need to know what makes you beautiful, what’s good for you and what’s not. I’m going to share everything I know for every skin type, every skintone, every eye colour, but remember: I’m just giving you the kick-off, after you read it, you should follow my tips and go get what’s the best for you! The main tip I can give you is to experiment — I have done a lot of that and that’s why now I’m comfortable to give you guys tips. I hope you like this series and this articles, leave a reply or just like this post :)

THINGS YOU SHOULD POSSESS

1. Cleanser: This is not a makeup product but this is something that you should always have handy. Having a good cleanser is more important than having a expensive foundation or concealer. It doesn’t matter how pretty you do your makeup — if your skin is not clean, your makeup will less a lot less longer and it might look nasty. Think of painting a picture — you wouldn’t like it to be exposed on a dirty frame, would you?

2. Foundation: Foundation has been originally designed to cover zits, spots and acne scaring or blemishes on your face — you should only use concealer to cover up your dark circles. There are 3 types of foundation: Tinted Moisturizer (the lighest one. I use You Rebel by Benefit, but feel free to get one in your local drugstore if you don’t want to spend much money on it), Medium Coverage (just like any one of the MAC’s mineralize), Full Coverage (my favourite ones, I use the MAC Studio Finish — I’m in the shade NW20). Tinted moisturizer is what I wear most, I just get a little bit on my fingers and apply it to my face just like I would if it were regular moisturizer (most of them are designed to adapt to your skin tone) and it evens my skin tone. I personally don’t like medium coverage because it feels a little heavy and it’s not enough for me — if I’m going to wear heavy makeup, it should at least cover up all the blemishes I dislike. Full coverage is the best type of foundation if you don’t want to invest in concealer (again, CONCEALER IS ONLY TO COVER YOUR DARK CIRCLES!) but I would recommend you getting a good brush to apply it. Tip: Look for a foundation with, at least, FPS 15.

3. Mascara: And it shall be black if you’re a begginer in makeup, so you can wear it in many occasions as possible. There are many tips of mascara so the key is to know your lashes: are they full enough? are they long enough? do they have enough volume? Lancome mascaras are my favourite for long-looking mascaras. Too Faced Lash Injection is my favourite one for full lashes. Covergirl Lashblast (All of them, the waterproof, the original formula, the fusion one) gives you very nice volume and lenght and they are not expensive at all but my favourite one is Benefit’s BAD Girl Mascara (I wrote a review on this mascara, click here to read it). A nice thing to have is a lash primer but the good ones are expensive. I wouldn’t get a drugstore one because they just don’t do much — I pinky promise you that the MAC Prep+Prime one and the Smashbox ones are good. If you don’t want to buy those, I would recommend you getting a clean spoolie (clean mascara brush), applying a little bit of vaseline and putting the vaseline on your lashes before you apply mascara — it will help the mascara not to clump and hold the curl better. Also, you must have a lash curler, it makes a huge difference, trust me! Lash curlers are not expensive at all and they will last forever.

4. Eyeshadow: If you’re a begginner, I would recommend you getting a big eyeshadow pallete. Coastal Scents make 88 piece palletes, I would recommend you getting one of those. My first makeup pallete was a Coastal Scents 88 Matte Pallete, and the nice thing about it is that you have got every colour possible, so you won’t have to worry about getting new colours every time you want to wear a different look (and they are not expensive at all. I can say that the Coastal Scents eyeshadow are as high quality and well pigmentaded as MAC ones — but the size of the eyeshadows in the pallete is way too smaller than single MAC eyeshadows). I think that BHCosmetics.com makes 120 piece palletes but I have never tried those so I won’t review them. If you don’t want to get something like this, you could also go to your local makeup store and get single eyeshadows. I don’t have much experience on drugstore eyeshadow because I don’t own a lot of them and I just don’t feel like going to the drugstore and buy a lot of colours I already own just to do a review on them, but I have heard that L’Oreal makes nice eyeshadows. If you want to invest some money, you could get a empty eyeshadow pallete (read more about them) and then buy the eyeshadows without the pan and place then in the pallete in order to create your custom eyeshadow pallete.

5. The right blush colour: You don’t have to have a ton of different shades of blush as long as you have the right colour. There will be a post all dedicated on how to pick your blush colour soon, but for now, I will advice you to ask for some help you go buy it. Invest in a good blush, the wrong pigmentation might make you look silly — if you’re going to get it on MAC or Sephora or any place where the are professional to help you, ask them to help you pick the right colour! Explain him or her that you want a natural and soft colour. Creamy blushes gives a more natural look (too bad powder ones gives easier application). But if you really don’t want to invest in a good blush, you could use a light colour lipstick (yes!! this trick works. Bobbi Brown does it when she’s doing runway makeup — that’s where I learnt this trick).

6. Chapstick: The nude healthy lip. You should always wear chapstick — you can wear only chapstick to keep your lips moisturized and give them a nice glow or you can wear them under your lip colour (use it as a lip primer). It’s nice to have one with, at least, FPS 15.

THINGS THAT ARE NICE TO OWN

1. A set of makeup brushes: For me, using a good makeup brush makes a whole lot of difference. But I won’t lie to you, if you don’t want a professional or airbrushed look, you don’t really have to bother getting those. You can use sponges to apply foundation, puffs to apply powder, sponge tip applicators to apply eyeshadow but remember: sponges, puffs and sponge tip applicators are disposable itens! They hold a lot of bacterias and using them for a long time may ruin your makeup!! Once you use them, they mush be thrown away. If you want to get started with makeup brushes, I would recommend you getting a set of them — just because it’s a way to save money. I think you can get brush sets on CoastalScents.com, BHCosmetics.com and Sigma does brush sets too (but Sigma ones are too much expensive, I’d rather go to MAC and pay for every single one of them).

2. Lip liner, lipstick and lipgloss: Just get the colours you like the most.

3. Pencil liners, gel liners, felt tip liners. If you are fond of liner or cat eyes. If you want, you can also buy a liner brush and use mascara as gel liner.


I’m sorry if there are any spelling mistakes, I am really excited about it I didn’t even double-checked!

Like this post or leave a reply letting me know what you think of it! XO

I’m writing a beauty article that is already 5000+ characters long

And I’m still on the very beggining of it! I’ll finish writing this baby by this weekend and post it on monday night.


BASICS


I’ll basically write about the very basics, of course, of beauty and related stuff. What should I write the first article about?

  • Skincare
  • Making your Makeup Starter Kit
  • Covering Zits and Dark circles
  • Blush basics
  • Lips
  • Contour and Highlight
  • Makeup Brushes 101
  • The best eyeshadow colour for every eye colour
  • Beauty+Makeup rules

And yes, I’m going to write about all of them and I’m going to post some quick tips in between. But which one should be the first one?

Friday, October 29, 2010

SINGLE


Blair you’re my idol and not just for the season one school outfits.

I WISH i was like blair, in every single way. She is wonderful, and the guy who’s currently fucking me over is no where near a chuck bass! FML

Monday, October 25, 2010

THE GIRL

The girl who doesn’t get nicely dressed up everyday. The girl who doesn’t have to have her makeup perfect everyday. The girl who has that little boyish side to her. The girl who doesn’t have a ton of pictures of her showing off a ton of skin and puckering up her lips online. The girl who’s willing to run around in the rain without caring about her hair. The girl who will stay up with you all night on the phone. The girl who’s willing to play video games with you, and not stop until she beats you. The girl who doesn’t make every guy’s head turn. The girl who not every single person will call pretty. The girl who lives in her own little world along with a few other people. The girl who doesn’t care what people think. The girl who is also like a best friend to you. The girl who sat there and listened to you, about anything, always. That girl, that’s the girl who’s worth it. That’s the girl who you can fall in love with and never regret it.

OCTOBER 26, 2010

The girl who doesn’t get nicely dressed up everyday. The girl who doesn’t have to have her makeup perfect everyday. The girl who has that little boyish side to her. The girl who doesn’t have a ton of pictures of her showing off a ton of skin and puckering up her lips online. The girl who’s willing to run around in the rain without caring about her hair. The girl who will stay up with you all night on the phone. The girl who’s willing to play video games with you, and not stop until she beats you. The girl who doesn’t make every guy’s head turn. The girl who not every single person will call pretty. The girl who lives in her own little world along with a few other people. The girl who doesn’t care what people think. The girl who is also like a best friend to you. The girl who sat there and listened to you, about anything, always. That girl, that’s the girl who’s worth it. That’s the girl who you can fall in love with and never regret it.

OLD HOLLYWOOD






old Hollywood I wanted it to fit the theme of Halloween. It's soooo pretty! One of The First of Many Halloween Looks to come! Yipee!

Friday, October 22, 2010

Thursday, October 14, 2010

10-10-10






HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY
KAMILLE GINES

RING COLLECTION



got my new ring collection
I bought it cheap!
yay!

SUMMER AFTERSHOCK






happy birthday to me..

What makes beaches so appealing? Is the warm breezes that caress your skin and fill the air with a salty brine? Maybe it's the squall of the gulls as they soar over the water searching for food.

Perhaps it's the way the soft sand feels against your bare feet as you walk along the waves. The sound of the waves brings a feeling of calm and you can feel the stress fall away. The warmth of the sun feels good as it shines down on your shoulders.

Beach getaways are the vacation of choice for many people. For those looking to kick back and relax, the beach is an ideal retreat. It also works for people who enjoy active vacations and water sports like surfing and swimming.

People love beaches in all types of locales. Tropical beaches are always popular, while beaches in less temperate areas also draw visitors. People enjoy the way beaches make them feel and the relaxation they take with them. It's a feeling like no other.

The appeal of a beach can't be just the sun either. A lot of places are sunny but can't lay claim to the attraction of waves and surf.

And the water alone can't be why people flock to the beach. Rivers and lakes make for great getaways, too. They have the calming sound of the water that beach lovers seem to enjoy.

The sand you find at the beach isn't unique. Sand can be found in deserts and the shores of many lakes. The wildlife that live nearby also can be live in various settings.

Truly what makes the beach the welcoming too many is the combination of all the factors discussed. It has something for everyone and makes "getting away from it all," such a memorable experience.

Mock Interview




LOVE: blazer,vintage.dress,Mango. bag,Long champ. shoes, Parisian

I just had my first job interview (mock interview).